Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Drama Queen

I think I am sort of a drama queen. When I was in junior high school I think I was the champion in crying quantity... I almost cried everyday. My friend told me I was the sort of queen of cry.
I tend to keep a lot of stuff inside, but unlike some of you my readers.. I am a pretty sensitive person AKA take stuff seriously AKA take stuff personally. Which is bad. Sometimes when I am close with someone I would talk to them about how I feel (Sad) but if I cannot tell then I will just cry at night on my pillow or in front of schindler (now you are gonna look for me every night ? :) hehe.

But the good news is, I have gotten better. Of course with process. I used to cry every day when I was in high school, then my friend trained me to cry lesser and now I don't cry very often, not until a lot of pressure comes to me then I will sort of look for empty space and flood the space. No, no, really I have changed a lot. Just a bit of a drama queen... a microscopic size of cry queen now.

If you see me cry please just ....  close your eyes and go. I should heal in no time. :)


Monday, February 4, 2013


Many of you might have seen me in the library.. And talking to several people allows me to know that people actually think of me as a person with a lot of passion into.. studying.
No, it is not quite true.

One finding that I found is that I hate books. Each time I enter book store back home or in the US. I always have some sort of stomach ache. When I was in Indonesia, my friends and I always hang out in the mall, and sometimes we go to the book store because my friends want to see if the newest comic books are out yet. Every single time I come with them inside, I always ended up running out and go to the bathroom because I feel stomach ache. If I wait outside, I am just fine. Stomach ache is even worse when I saw the section of the book store where the books are thick. The thicker, the sicker.

I also feel it here. When I go to buy textbook in the bookstore I need bathroom.

Not sure if it is my psych or anything. But no... I don't like book.